Sad times

I'm really supposed to be studying.

But I had this urge to write a really morbid topic for two days now.
So here goes.

No one cared. 
It was hard to lay my heart bare. 
Tears poured.
Fears roared. 
I wanted it to end. 
My pain would never mend. 

I lay silently on the floor in my own piss. 
Aware of a warmth running down my right wrist. 
I was a bother 
Said my mother. 
I thought of clouds and candy 
where everything was fine and dandy. 

My fluctuating heart slowly tamed
And darkness eventually came. 

Just had to get that out of my system.